Tonight I remembered all those lessons learned. Some lessons learned were bitter chapters of my life when I had very little control of my emotions. Many of these lessons where things that I did to myself foolishly because I was gullible about life and the whole "Happy Happy joy joy" mentality. Some lessons actually sucked because people got hurt, I made a donkey out of myself, hurt friends and family.

I agree that there is a plan that God has in our lives but I also see in many passages in the word that you and I are given something called FREE WILL! God has already determined many things in my life but not everything. I remember Moses was crying out to God for help yet God didn't come down and fix the situation! NO! God gave him the staff! Ex 4:2-3

2 Then the Lord  said to him, "What is that in your hand?"

"A staff," he replied.

3 The Lord  said, "Throw it on the ground”

What do I mean? GOD GAVE US A STAFF! In other words, A CHOICE! 'You can choose to sit there and think God will come down and do things for you (Which he is not) or you can raise the staff which God gave you in your hands.  I'm honestly tired of people who think that God is gonna do it all for me like as if the paychecks are gonna fall into my pocket as I sit at home napping at 11am. That whole "When I was a kid someone prophesied to me that I was gonna preach to the nations" mentality! I TOO WAS PROFECIED THAT I WOULD TRAVEL THE WORLD FOR GOD AND THOUSANDS WOULD HEAR MY WORDS.

I love true prophets who are few but the truth is many people prophecy to kiss butt big time. They will tell you what you want to hear because they are fake. I loved it when Pablo Lay came and I ministered . I was married at the time and he told me "Alex, the Lord said to me that he is going to make you mature fast! There is a cross you must bear before you can enter the beginning of my will...but...it is up to you if you accept this. If you want me to use you in the way that I desire then you must accept this cross and take it first. You are gonna cry, you will feel hurt, but I am that I am and I will give you a new heart. Do not go astray from my words and my will. Keep them and I will bless you and you will see the payment of the evil doers. I am the strength of your life. Do not fear when the evil doers come to devour your flesh for I will save you. Blessed are those who bless you and cursed be those who curse you...I am with you"

Then all hell broke loose. You know what happened! I lost my son, I was betrayed by my ex wife and within 2 years I went through the worst part of my life!!!! God used that man to prepare me! At the same time another "prophet" had told me that God said I would have a daughter within a year with my ex wife! LOL! 6 months later she cheated and it was over. HE SCREWED UP!

I know people want to hear what they like! Ears itch to words of " You will be a superstar millionaire pastor/recording artist/ best seller/ motivational speaker/ supermodel/ evangelist/ apostle/ King Kong aint got squat one me Christian" but the truth is....for most that's never gonna happen! Why? Because people can be  lazy dishonest cynical human beings. That is the result of living in the flesh.

Yes...I have been that way before! Yes I know you want point fingers! I AM THE FIRST TO ADMIT! I used to hurt people and I was dishonest , mindful only of myself and blind to the truth. I got tired of being a fake! I got tired of being around fake people! I got sick of hurting others so one fine day I manned up to myself and ministered all by facing the man in the mirror. It was beautiful to feel the weight of the world off of me. My point is faith brings change!

I thank all those people who are my true friends that in spite of my mistakes they oversee them and forgave me and proved to me what true love and patience is in God. It’s been a tough road and I’m blessed to have all of you who have been there and have helped me grow. Caroline, Patty, Marvin, Pops, Moms, my dear friend Alex Aponte,  Danny, Tito and Elsa, B, Mark P, Kimmy and ROB, Cindy, and of course my band, ZionBoyZ and DOTK! I love you! From the bottom of my heart!

The bible says that only the true sons of God repent! Only the Holy Spirit can compel you to change. REPENTANCE IS NOT SAYING "IM SORRY" AND KEEPS ON DOING IT! Repentance means change! I hated living for the flesh because the flesh will lead you to immorality (Galatians 5:19) I hated that! It's like loving to swim in a sewer! How can anyone love eating excrement????

Believe my brothers I know how much pain immorality can cause on people. NO MORE! As a pastor now I must see and protect God’s sheep from destruction. I’m gonna make it clear. I DO NOT SUPPORT IMMORALITY IN THE CHURCH! WE CANNOT!  IF WE WANT TO DO THE WILL OF GOD THEN WE MUST FOLLOW HIS WORD WHEN IT SAYS;

1 Cor 5:9-11

9 I have written you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people— 10 not at all meaning the people of this world who are immoral, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters. In that case you would have to leave this world. 11 But now I am writing you that you must not associate with anyone who calls himself a brother but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or a slanderer, a drunkard or a swindler. With such a man do not even eat.
In the case of my bro, I am disappointed yet again that I must mention to all of you the fall of another. I don’t want to get into details about it but all I can really say is that I pray that God leads to a true repentance of the heart as he led me and I pray for mercy! Yet I stand firm as a leader when it come down to it. I will not tolerate lies! I am tired of them…I have loved my bro but even he can’t deny the lies.

I don’t mean the things which I didn’t see because God is the one that knows! I mean the many times when pastor guides you! Yet you lie and keep on doing immoral thing. It’s not that any of us have not sinned! We all have! It’s about not continuing the immorality!

Who are you to judge Alex? READ!!!!!!!

1 Cor 6:1-3

6 If any of you has a dispute with another, dare he take it before the ungodly for judgment instead of before the saints? 2 Do you not know that the saints will judge the world? And if you are to judge the world, are you not competent to judge trivial cases? 3 Do you not know that we will judge angels?


I spoke kindly! I gave advice! Showed my brother the effects of hurting others! Pastor and both loved and took the time. Forgave! Not once, not twice, not three times, not four, not even five but more!

Many of you have had questions regarding this case. Truly most of you don’t even know how deep the rabbit hole goes. You know you need to stop…listen…think…read the word…and THEN build an opinion about it. Most of you don’t know what the heck is going on. You have heard only a one side version of things! That’s why when it all broke loose the best thing to do was to bring everyone involved.

Pastor Andy has never ever ever used the pulpit of God to raise a false accusation on anyone! There are times in ministry where the Bible commands us to act in front of the church! Every time Pastor has done it…it wasn’t based on rumors or chismes or ideas, or little devils on people’s shoulders or little goose bumps on my arms. THERE IS PROOF OF THE MATTER!

If I know that there is danger I am called to sound the alarm

Ezek 3:20-21

20 "Again, when a righteous man turns from his righteousness and does evil, and I put a stumbling block before him, he will die. Since you did not warn him, he will die for his sin. The righteous things he did will not be remembered, and I will hold you accountable for his blood. 21 But if you do warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he will surely live because he took warning, and you will have saved yourself."
I will not silence myself about this! Some of you need to shut up and be very careful about this because you are misinformed! Completely misinformed about this. How the heck do you want to support immorality???? How??? WHY??? We can’t! I support forgiveness repentance, hope, truthfulness, righteousness! Heck all of us have sinned but hell man! One thing is to sin and another is to keep at it with no remorse and pride! Then to boast on it as if it’s an achievement!

But to keep going at it…not right! I don’t know about you but I’m done! We can’t be screwing around with God guys! Being a burden stone to others is not godliness! Stand on God’s word! On our faith more than our feelings for someone! I’m not asking any of you to lynch someone because of their sins because in that case let the one of us who has not sinned throw the first stone… But we cannot support immorality, lies, cynicism, and wolvish behavior in ODO! I’m not ok with watching people get hurt repeatedly…over and over and over and over! Wake up!

I truly want to stand for what’s right on God- Alexander